And once again I find myself needing to make a post that’s not at all what I planned because I put off doing what I said I would do. I said I would post a completed short story, but I barely wrote anything this week. I could go back to stories I’ve already finished and choose one of them, but I waited too long and I don’t have time today.
I keep telling myself that I just got busy with other things and that I’ll get to it when I have time, but I could have made time earlier in the week. I could have made time to write something. I think I’m just letting my nerves get to me, so I’m putting it off. I don’t know why I’m so anxious about this. I guess sharing an actual completed story is a bigger step than just sharing a couple paragraphs, but it’s a step I need to take. I need to get more comfortable with the idea of people reading things I wrote.
I will post something. Soon. Because I’m tired of being so afraid of putting things out into the world.